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Sunday, May 25, 2008 20:46 Y
Post title : PSP from Jun wei! =)

yeah yeah!!

after much hesitation (coz me and ros overslept), we still decided to meet jun wei, ng hui ting, benjamin and kian yan for BF. HAHA.

finally, i had my first Mcgriddles meal! okie lahz. it's very nice. but, after half of it, a bit sick of it. the taste don't really come tgt well. so, i ate the pancake, meat and egg separately! hahaz! it taste so much better this way!!! hahaz!

played HOUSE OF THE DEAD 2, with jun wei. hahaz. VERY NICE! i missed playing with jun wei, des, edwin and kian yan lahz! the times when we took turns to play. hahaz! super fun! well, i would say, i improved a lot! hahaz! des and edwin, pls be free again soon, so we can go out tgt wid jun wei.... =)

after realising the library was full, i headed towards coffee bean to study, ALONE. hardworking hor. hahaz.
WA LAU. COFFEE BEAN FOOD SUCK LAHZ! (i ate the Caesar salad this time)
ate their cake last time. and it's not nice too! 6 ppl can't even finish the 2 pieces of awful cakes.
Can only drink their coffee there lor. some drinks not nice, forgot wad was it already.

and and! THANK YEW VERY THE MUCH JUN WEI FOR LENDING ME UR PSP!!! HAHAZ!
yeah! see me ard with the psp in sch this week! =)
dun try to steal it from me! coz i'm going to protect it with all my might. hahaz. first time ppl lending their electronics sia. so scared i will drop it or lose it sia. hahaz. but jun wei, don't worry hur. i will treat it like it's my own. ahhaz!

ANOTHER THING, VOTE FOR EDWIN FOR TPSU! ELSE, U WILL HAVE TO SEE HIS BIG HEAD EVERYTIME U COME TO MY BLOG! HAHAZ!

okie! going to study! =)

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Sunday, May 18, 2008 02:10 Y
Post title : THOSE DAMAI DAYS...

okie! for some reason, i'm back to damai sec today!

OMG. the security was talking to me. like telling me the location of the ladies and all.
then, i said, "no worries. i WAS a student here before."

it was only then, memories juz came flashing back into my mind. i really felt it was the PAST, dunno if u get wad i mean. but, i have no mood to talk to the security guard anymore.

times when we were:
queueing at the canteen to buy food,
going to find teachers after sch,
gossiping in classrooms and during lessons,
staying back to play,
running in the field,
going for cca-art club,
going com club to find the com club members,
sitting down in the classroom with my uniform,
sleeping during lessons,
laughing at others when they were caught sleeping by us,
making fun of teachers - some chinese teachers, relief teacher & of coz mr phoa,
laughing at mr lee (chinese teacher) for not zipping up, and spreading he's gay,
laughing at the "burning grass" story,
bluffing the chinese teacher as a whole class tt the lesson had ended,
eating maggie mee in the geog room with linda they all,
going to 3e2 classroom to find wil, ros, qq they all during recess,
walking the long path to the bus stop for home, NEVER alone,
climbing the sch gate,
stopping mr phoa from driving out of sch,
and the times when we were stuck in sch for staying back too late (gate was locked!)

there's a whole lot more. the times with famous 4, etc etc. impossible to list it all down here.

I MISS DAMAI. THE PEOPLE. THE ENVIRONMENT. THE FUN. THE STUDYING.
4 YEARS IS REALLY LONG.

but i believe, soon, i will start to miss tp too. after i graduate.

memories tt's precious, i won't ever forget.

btw, i went A1 for their mango smoothie again! super nice plz!
and thanks wileen for lending the laptop, juz after a call!! =)

outing tomor. watching HAROLD AND KUMAR 2! hope it'll lighten my mood! hahaz!
i'm going to wear my jap dress again! hahaz! for wileen to see! (and the fact tt i wanna wear it, coz i love it! sssshhhhh! hahaz!) =)

yeah! i'm like finally meeting the infamous hendrick tomor! better not be late to miss his appearance! hahaz! =x

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008 01:05 Y
Post title : Bo Bian... hahaz!

zzz.

supposedly to be sleeping now.
but i'm still on the phone wid ros and kian yan.

hahaz. omg. been talking to them on the phone, like almost everyday nowadays.
hahaz. very shiok lahz. LOVE talking to them on the phone also.

hahaz... one of our conversation now:

ros to yt: davis and kian yan, which one would u choose to be ur bf?"
yt: hmmmmm.... i dunno lehz (but thinking tt i prefer ky be husband, not bf?)
ros: i tink i want ky to be husband. davis to be bf.
yt: ya, me too. i was thinkin abt tt too. but i also wouldn't want ky to be my husband lehz.
ros to yt: ya lorz. me too. but bo bian den liddat.
yt and ros: HAHAHAZ!
ky: guo fen lehz ni men. - u all too much lehz.

hahaz! damn funny.
okie. back to the phone. bye!

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Sunday, July 29, 2007 17:45 Y
Post title : Blogged at http://dmsse1.blogspot.com/

Updated blog at http://dmsse1.blogspot.com/ below is what i've updated.

Hi everyone! Yu Tian is here to blog! Sorry... Today's my first time blogging here and it's gonna be an emo one...

I juz happened to come across Arron's blog (Fahrenheit's member, yan ya lun), www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubest, yesterday and it brought back memories and everything and this blog here serves a reminder to all to cherish the ones around u.

His recent blog entries are abt the sudden death of his 2 good friends cum basketball playmates. Felt like blogging it after reading his blog entry where he wrote, "不要吝啬给身边的人爱,因为爱一个人很幸福,也很快乐。" Meaning, give and show all your love to the ones around you, b'coz being able to love one, is a kind of happiness.

While this sentence was being processed in my mind, i felt damn sad and kind of angry with myself coz i realised that i haven't been showing and expressing my love to the ones around me, like my family and friends. Not as in i did not show any love to them, but is showing that kind of love that i won't regret it even if they pass away. You know what i mean, like you have been cherishing them when they are still alive.

There's also another sentence in arron's blog that really made a deep impression in my mind. "情 有友情 爱情 亲情 但 不管是 哪一种情 都和爱有关系" This really makes a lot of sense and i wonder if any of you have really taken note abt this?

And all these below is what i longed to say:

I miss the times when we would walk to the reservoir to shout our worries, sadness and stress away.
I miss the times when F4 used to come out with tricks to trick everyone in the class.
I miss the times when everyone in the class was being tricked by F4.
I miss the times when everyone is being irritated by F4's tricks.
I miss the times when the teachers used to scold us as a class.

I miss the times when we lied to the teacher as a class abt the number of periods for the subject we have.
I miss the times when we used to laugh at teachers who make a joke out of themselves. (one who fell down the chair and one who said abt ppl burning the grass when there's actually a fire)
I miss the times when we would lined up together happily during fire drills as it means no lessons.
I miss the times when we used to eat together during recess.
I miss the times when we used to smuggle food into the class.
I miss the times when we used to joke abt monkeys and gorillas. (Fahseha, QQ and Meng)
I miss the times when linked Fahseha with bribery after reading the runaways. (bribing us with sweets)
I miss the times when we used to pair up ppl and spread rumours.
I miss the times when ppl laugh at F4's stupid jokes.

I miss the times when we used to joke abt Yee Chiat's name.
I miss the times when Ros spit out the water tt she was drinking after hearing a joke.
I miss the times when John would always eat sweets "so secretly" during lessons. And him always bending down, touching his tie during presentations.
I miss the times when QQ always kanna sabotaged by us. Oh, and the times when qq was being chased by the crows after school for his food.
I miss the times when Edwin display his evil plots during games. Not to forget how we gossip abt his flirting with gals. =X
I miss the times when we always trick Rui Min with stupid stuff.
I miss the times when wileen would say "lao niang".
I miss the miss when we hit meng and getting ourselves hurt in the end. =/
I miss the times when babboon used to sing his "bu yao wen wo cong na li lai".
I miss the times when we were laughing like hell when Jun Jia was being trapped outside the MRT.
I miss the times when Kai Ting's face would go blank after hearing a lame joke.
I miss the times when Qiu Ping got irritated by the rumours tt we created for her.

I miss the times when we would always play basketball after school.
I miss the stupid things that we would do in the public as a group.
I miss the times when we laugh till our stomach hurt like hell.
I miss the times when we stopped Mr Phoa's car while he was driving out of the school.
I miss the times when i laugh at our stupid actions till my urine really going to come out.

I miss the days tt i've spent with all of you, so much.
I want you to know i cherish all of you, my beloved friends.

Thank you all for giving me this wonderful memories that i won't forget for all my life. Jeez... i wrote so much... hahaz! eh... don't worry yea! i'm totally fine.. hahaz.. juz miss the times that all of us have spent tgt... and tt we now rarely have time for one another. eh... write till like tt, i dunno how to end this blog entry... hahaz... all right then! cya guys at the next gathering!

And Happy belated 18th birthday to Rosalind! =D

~Yu Tian~

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Saturday, July 28, 2007 20:03 Y
Post title : Cherish the ones around you

Juz read Arron's blog (Fahrenheit's member, yan ya lun), www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubest. His recent blog entry is abt the sudden death of his 2 good friends cum basketball playmates.

Felt like blogging abt the "death" topic after reading his latest entry where he wrote, "不要吝啬给身边的人爱,因为爱一个人很幸福,也很快乐。" Meaning, give and show all your love to the ones around you, b'coz being able to love one, is a kind of happiness.

I understand what he's saying as i have been thru this before. However, I seemed to have forgotten to cherish the ones around me and show them i love them. I hate myself for this.

When i was in secondary 2 (ard 14 yrs old), one of my good friend, Yee Chiat, passed away during the SARS 2 weeks holiday that we had. Was trembling when Edwin called and inform me abt this news. He did not passed away coz of SARS, but some terrible pain that he experienced in his head. I totally can't believe this news.

Had to accept this fact after school reopened, when the principal came in and talked to us abt it, while our form teacher, Miss Sharifah was crying. My grandparents (father's side) passed away when i was young and thus, i didn't have any impression abt it, while for my mother's side, they are still living healthily now. So, this is the first death that took place around me.

Seriously, I tried to hold back my tears when teacher and all were consoling my class and telling us what had happened to Yee Chiat. From what they said, the doctors don't seem to know what happened to him. It was said that he had been experiencing great pain in his head for days. None of us, his friends, knew abt this. And as i'm writing abt this now, my tears began to roll down my cheeks. I don't know why. Perhaps i have been keeping this in my heart and had been denying this fact for years. Now that i'm writing abt this here, the emotions start to come back again.

Yee Chiat, i won't forget the times i spent with you. The times when we used to squabble with one another, with no meaning of harm, but fun. The times when we rushed our art work together in the classroom after our lessons had ended. The times we used to play together. The times when the whole class used to joke with your name as "one period".

I wished that i could have cherished the times i spent with you. But i hope that you will get my message in heaven that I love you, my friend. I enjoyed the times when you are with us.

I sincerely hope that your family are doing fine now. I believe your younger sister will continue to remember you and love you, a good brother of hers. forever and ever.

You live in our hearts,
Forever Friends,
Forever classmates of 1E1 and 2E1,

Sincerely, Yu Tian.

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