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Monday, December 31, 2007 01:00 Y
Post title : random

stomachache juz now... omg... like again... sianz.. what kind of food have i been eating nowadays?

talking to ros now... hahaz... discussing abt later's countdown outing... i LOVE talking to her man... hahaz... and kian yan too... later he jealous... hahaz!

everything (outing) is being planned out... but haven mass sms yet... sianz... most organised outing ever k... coz it's planned by me!!! woohoo!!! hahaz! but like very last min lehz...

okie... btw, i have to wake up at 6.15am later... have to go sch earlier for projects... zzzz...

and i'm soooo hungry now! thanks to all the shit tt's being cleared... nth for me to eat!!! =(

okie... i think this should be all... yea...

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Sunday, December 30, 2007 18:18 Y
Post title : work faster!

time pass so fast today! 6plus pm now... still gotta do projects and stuffs... a lot of things to do! tomor schooling somemore.. sianz..

tt reminds me of having to do my accounting tutorial.. zzz

ahhhhh.... so stress up... all the deadlines this month are killing me...

and i think it's gonna be another month before i can put the story from the manga out of my head. it's always affecting my concentration and work productivity nowadays... still thinking abt it and stoning whenever i tink of what happened... zzz

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Saturday, December 29, 2007 17:31 Y
Post title : raining bbq

it's raining quite heavily now... hmm... bbq later... ros they all now stuck in the rain.. how? hahaz... bad day... juz finished my part for fest proj...

eh... still left TTB... die already... tell u... damn confusing... see already sianz...

den now have to ask my mum if john they all can come my house or not..

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04:17 Y
Post title : still stoning...

finally managed to complete tt 1 task of my allocated work for my proj... zzz... really need 101% concentration man...

shouldn't have continued to read tt comic... so sad now... why the author must twist the story till like that? just to keep the story going and producing more volumes of the comic...

i dun have the mood to watch tv...
dun have the mood to eat...
dun have the mood to study...
dun have the mood to do projects...
dun have the mood to go out...
dun have the mood to talk to anybody...

even sleeping is also made difficult...
keep thinking abt how sad the story is... those idiotic third parties... and those who are especially scheming...

how the hell does the story plot produce such an impact on me... zzz...

those evil ones! retribution retribution retribution...

i tink i'm going mad...

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02:36 Y
Post title : Stone

no matter how hard i try... i couldn't concentrate! it's not the night tt's causing my brain to not function... i juz couldn't concentrate the whole day today!

stoning all day long...

what is happening to me!?

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Thursday, December 27, 2007 23:12 Y
Post title : 1st clubbing experience

have u ever seen anyone falling asleep while clubbing?

hahaz.. yea... there's one yesterday! ME!!! hahaz... was damn sleepy man.. dancing but eyelids were closing... hahaz!

met some kind-hearted ppl too! gave us their free drinks coupon... yupz... tt's all!

i wanna go MOS!!! got free admission tix for 2 today... but i'm being tied down by projects! damn sianz...

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007 23:41 Y
Post title : flu flu flu...

Argh.... guess wad... i'm having a flu right now!!!! since afternoon... zzz...

can i stop being sick this week?!!? why is my body so weak...

a flu during christmas is so sianz lahz!

and i'm stuck at home doing projects! zzz. i wanna go out with ros, john and wileen! they went out to plan for the upcoming bbq this sat! so sianz...

anyway... a bit late ar... like 19 more mins to end of 25th dec already.. but...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
enjoy the last few mins of the festive season! =)

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Monday, December 24, 2007 23:51 Y
Post title : a bit stress up...

woke up with an uncomfortable throat and slight fever today... but have recovered now.. why am i always sick this week...

okie... gotta continue doing projects le... so many to do! i can faint when i look at all the deadlines jotted down in my planner! all due in January! zzz.


in order not to be in agony, i choose to refrain from asking any questions.... this is what i've learnt after several occasions...

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Saturday, December 22, 2007 02:21 Y
Post title : stomachache!

had a stomachache again juz now... zzz

wonder what i ate earlier on tt cause my stomachache...



Friday, December 21, 2007 17:19 Y
Post title : After OTC

i'm back from otc on wednesday!

yea... blogging today coz i was sleeping the whole day yesterday! =X hahaz... coz i only slept for a total of 7.5 hours during the 3 days 2 nights camp... so damn tired lahz! went to cpf, headed home and reached home at abt 12.45am... talked to family and played my sudoku again... watched tv... youtubed "D Gray Man"!

omg... d gray man is reli damn nice lahz! addicted to it... my other 4 siblings also watch lehz! hahaz... nice to watch anime tgt...

okie... otc was fun! and tired.

shall stop here... after the fun and sleep... it's time for... PROJECTS!!!! woohoo~~ got not much time left! yea...

bye!

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007 23:41 Y
Post title : Fieldtrip to NWA

went on a fieldtrip to Northwest Airline (NWA) today... visited the distribution center.. more of their operations department and call center...

quite a fruitful trip... saw the phone and coms they use... the commands they typed into the phone... how the agents situated in the call center worked... they are damn pro man... can type damn fast and serve the customer at the same time! like without thinking lehz...

and the GM, and 2 other managers gave speeches... the GM sell a lot abt NW to us... i learn more abt NW from his talk too...

however, i learn more from the other 2 managers... =X the thing that they talked abt are VERY interesting... and they shared a few of their experiences with us... i think i gained more knowledge from them... it's so fun...

before going to their office, at paya lebar, i expected to have more tours and all in NWA... gain more knowledge on how they work and other stuff... however, the GM ended up selling NWA to us... A lot... he's like promoting it to us... why...

anyway, that will be all for today! have to start studying for my accounting test now!!! haven't start studying yet! can u believe it!?!? n my test is tomor! wow... great... thanks to sudoku... and my procrastinating character again of coz... zzz

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22:49 Y
Post title : obsessed with SUDOKU!

i'm so into sudoku nowadays! i'm playing it everyday! even when talking to others, i see the numbers and the sudoku "table"! omg... why is this happening?

going crazy abt sudoku before my mid-sem test is gonna cause me to fail man... zzz... but it's so damn fun! zzz...

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Sunday, December 09, 2007 03:22 Y
Post title :

i can't believe mum actually brought up the issue... i think she can't take it anymore.. after bottling it up and suffering in silence...

what will happen one week later?

my eldest bro is depressed.... i can see... although he rarely expresses his feelings... i can see from his face that he is feeling down and insecure now... his eyes were filled with tears juz now.. whereas, my youngest bro said that he is actually very happy...

i dunno what to do and what i can do... my siblings, still young, are going thru this kind of stuff... i'm always worried that it would affect them as they grow up... not denying, i admit, i myself has been affected all along, since 3 or 4 yrs ago... i can't rmb when it all started... it had been so long... so long... i'm sick and tired of it...

it's so difficult.. what's happening... what's going to happen...

counting down to that one week... hoping everything will be back as normal is totally impossible.. this i know, coz i have said and done everything i could in the past few yrs...

and lately, a lot of things happened... i came to realise that some friends whom i treated sincerely... i don't really know how to put this into words... but juz tt i feel that i'm taken for granted and that ppl thinks that i'm a person who would not have any problems or worries... it doesn't mean that i, who always love to smile, am problems-free... it's juz that i wish to brighten up or cheer up someone's day with my smile when they are having a bad day... it's also becoz i don't wish to cause my friends to worry abt me regarding my probs... tt would add a weight onto their chest wouldn't it...?

end of story...

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Sunday, December 02, 2007 23:23 Y
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sigh.... juz realised u have been there supporting me silently... if only i realised it earlier...

when others were talking bad abt me, u asked me to move on... i realised tt ur support helped me to continue and ignore what others said abt me...

if only i realised it earlier, that incident wouldn't have happened...

enough being emo... have to study for 2 tests coming back this week and have projects to do..

and i shall update more abt show on stage a few more days later when i'm free! yeah! damn nice! =)

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Saturday, December 01, 2007 06:16 Y
Post title : Mixed feelings

Woohoo~~!!! going to show's concert today!!! omg... i'm so excited that i can't get to slp! shit!

i haven't get to familiarize myself with all his songs! ahhhh!!! so excited!!!

and i haven't studied for both my tests for this coming week! GREAT! I'm so gonna fail! zzz

WORK HARD WORK HARD!!! still have tons of projects and assignments! going crazy already! nono... is already crazy le...

had outings these few days. it's great to see ros, john they all again! really miss hanging out with them! how i wish i can spend a few days with them continuously! sigh...

yupz! will update more abt outings if i have time!

went to check out his friendster juz now... how i wish i would have the courage to talk to him again... how i wish we could contact each other again... i don't know... arrgh! frustrated! how i wish i could throw him out of my brain with a snap of my finger!

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