but i'm going to vent my frustration today! HAHA.
okie. here goes.. i got my pay on 7 October 2008 and i still didn't have the chance to spend it!
got money but no time to spend it, is so irritating pls... seriously... and the second pay date is coming lahz!! tsk.
i wanted to buy presents for my siblings since it's kind of like my first pay (from internship)... thought of what to get for them already... but reli no time to buy! everytime i think abt it, will reli be very sian...
and and... i can't think of anything to get for myself... hahaz.. i don't like shopping alone (confirm end up empty handed at the end of the day)
and now, it's super difficult to meet up with the rest coz of our schedules...
wanna eat buffets... but nobody can accompany. haha.
wanna cut my hair... but no time and lazy to do so..
wanna dye my hair, like so long ago... but mummy still don't allow.. ZZZ
yea.. i think tt's all i wanna do... but then, i got myself contact lenses today... and tt's the first thing i bought using my pay... so sadded rite?! ZZZ
okie. wad else? wanna buy some stuff for friends too.. but then, no time again!! argh. hope i can find one day to settle everything. HAHA.
and and.. today is super duper tired. seriously, i don't even know if i make sense now...
okay. anw, today is the second time i have this kind of feeling and thoughts. as in..
who are my really good friends? sigh. those whom i think are, doesn't seem to be so at all. i feel lethargic and tired. will i be interested in future outings?
time sacrificed might/ might not be worth it.
Labels: advice plz?, disappointment, rants