SIGH. i'm going to vent my anger+sadness here... since fri, F&B grades were posted up... seriously, SAD FOR ME PLZ!!!!i got a B for my project grades. why?! because i didn't do my peer evaluation!!! it's 10% of the total grades lehz!!! so, my project mates got A, while me, losing a total of a freaking TEN marks, caused me to drop by 2 grades. sigh sigh sigh.heart pain lehz... when u spent so much time editing the report, and it gets an A, and in the end, a B for u, when ur project is an A. sigh. okayyy. i will treat it as a lesson learnt. it just makes the wound deeper when u see a lot of As in the whole cohort. how to catch up in the exams for an A? sigh sigh sigh.super sad. no point scoring tt high for the class test. ROAR. ROAR. ROAR.okie. vented it out. i feel a little bit better now.Labels: disappointment, Venting my anger
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!eh... although i'm quite calm and appeased now. but, i tink, maybe, i should still vent more out here. hahaz.LUCKILY, i nv add the 2 of them in msn, friendster, or facebook... so they dunno abt my blog. okie. here goes...WA LAU. i got this male grpmate. super f***er. i tell u, first time in my life, i wanna scold somebody the f word right in their face, u know?! juz seriously cannot stand him anymore.have to shut him up. always doing the wrong things. tell him already, still make the mistakes...like wth. give him advise also nv take it seriously, forever playing ard. f***.mistakes as in really mistakes. can u imagine how one can be so frustrated when u tell them straight in the face in a nice way, and yet, they take it for granted, and still dare to argue with me, in fact argue with the other 3 groupmates too. all of us seriously don't know how to handle him, except to IGNORE him.don't ever think i'm exaggerating. be in my shoes, and u shall come to realise why.tell him need to add more info into his work during a meeting...he bloody hell say his is already done and only needs touching-up a bit AFTER majority of the project is done, a few minutes after i tell him to add in info.which part does he not understand tt his work is insufficient?!seriously, i might as well do it all on my own, and not let him do anything. safe me from getting angry rite?! kns seriously.and now. another ex-classmate of mine. a female grp member now. go MIA AGAIN. she's liddat since yr 1 lahz! WA LAU. can u change or not?!i also played a lot during yr 1 wad, as in procrastinate super lot and was super playful... but at least i changed rite?! kns. what's wrong with these ppl. drag ppl down only. u wanna MIA issit...??? go do the project on ur own lahz! see u can produce what type of shit out.seriously ar. i thought they deserve another chance u know... i seriously choose to believe it man. AND I GAVE THEM A CHANCE. did they treasure it?now u know why i was so upset when my sch juz started? coz i got 2 INFAMOUS ppl as my groupmates. give them a chance to prove me and the rest of the class that we're wrong, and yet, still stubornly choose to prove them right. (u know, other classmates also don't want to group with them lahz! so obvious!)WA LAU. seriously. *slaps them a thousand times* i shall say whatever i want straight in their face, FIERCELY, if R appears for meetings and F didn't stop his crapping and get serious.okayy *breathe in* *breath out*i'm just so tired. i can't seem to find the energy to strive hard.god of fortune, why not juz let me strike this coming toto 1st prize money? HAHA! den i can quit poly and shake leg liaoz. hahaz! no lahz. jk. i shall anyhow graduate and make my way into the uni by the back door. travel ard the world. buy a land for my family. buy a bird nest mountain for my mum. launch a comedy wid F4. build a castle wid the Queenies. and finally, i shall change $1000 to 10 cents coins and throw at the 2 ppl who pissed me off! muahahahaz!yea. IN MY DREAMS! HAHAZ. okie. i feel better now.Labels: lol, Venting my anger
today is juz a very complicated day... shall elaborate more tomor... or after i reach home after my supper wid edwin and desmond, perhaps meeting ros before tt (but ros nv pick up my call!).
and i haven got the chance to collate ttb... zzz.
ros called. finally. conference wid her and ky again now.
they asked me wad happened to me sia... hahaz..
ye.a. okie. going out to meet ros le! bye!Labels: Ring Ring, Venting my anger, What's happening today?
juz handed in my CSIT proj 35 mins ago.
got a feeling won't do really well for it. sigh. the work was kinda last min.
get over it.
goin to meet ros for shopping... dunno wad time she'll reach vivo. ard 2pm?omg. waiting to have lunch wid her. so hungry now. juz now ate 3 pieces of seaweed chicken. =Dand drank lots of h2o.omg. i'm so tired now.
falling asleep lahz!
had planned to slp early ytd. but can't.
sigh.
so tired. wanna play pool lehz.but ros have to go meet kheng puay at nitez. maybe play during afternoon? but where?!zzz.and tt idiot ky dun wan join us coz he say he broke liaoz.now tt i'm only left with 1 proj (due on mon), 2 individual assignments, 2 tests and 2 exams...TO THE GROWING NUMBER OF PIMPLES:Plz stop popping out from my head!i know u are very stress... but still...you have 1 and a half week to disappear!!!before the new year arrives...Labels: Venting my anger, What's happening today?
i'm in the midst of doing my proj again... ye.a. it's fest proj again... i reli nd a break. damn it. projects won't ever end! zzz.sigh... so sianz... today, eh should be yesterday... i reached home at ard 5.15pm... got drenched coz i forgot to bring umbrella... chatted with kian yan over the phone while on the train... ros called halfway and we conference.. was enjoyable, as usual... hahaz..wa... damn pissed off by 2 plump (more fat than me k...) sec sch gals while at harbourfront station... after helping a china guy to buy a standard tix, i continued to top up my bro's card. the card got stuck n i asked the control station staff to get it out for me. so, i was waiting outside the machine. then, while the staff was getting the card (in the office behind the machine), the machine went "out of order". so this ABSOLUTELY RUDE gal said loudly, "what's that gal doing standing in front of an out of order machine? is she retarded or sth?"!#$%^&*!#$%^&*i turned and glared at her. she showed NO signs of guiltiness! omg. damn irritated. HOW CAN SHE BE SO RETARTED AS TO NOT NOTICE TT I'M WAITING FOR MY STUCK CARD IN THE MACHINE? irritating.okie. kian yan has helped appeased my anger while on the train by cursing her to choke on fishballs... hahaz! damn funny.okie. the china man i helped praised tt i speak fluent chinese lehz! omg. hahaz! so shiok. and i tink if qiu ping is reading this post, she will go like, "wa... ur chinese fluent ar... den i'm what..." hahaz...okie. have to go back to my proj.Labels: Venting my anger, What's happening today?
Well, my jap role play took place today. Quite okay. My classmates kept laughing and saying, "they so cute!" while we were acting. We can't stop laughing after they laughed. There's this part where i was supposed to give the present to one of my groupmates, the whole class practically laughed like siaoz. I don't know why. So, being me, i laughed with them lahz! zzz. almost forgot my lines while laughing. and classmates laughed even harder! hahaz!Ok. Our role play could have been better if some of my groupmates would make the effort to come for meetings. We didn't even rehearse coz like 2 of the groupmates were not present. How to rehearse? And props were not done due to insufficient time as they (the same 2 persons) came late for the meeting. How to get everything done in such a short time? it's not tt we are doing last min work. it's juz tt we can't get things 100% done due to their absence! Okie. better stop complaining. it's so not me! i have become so hot-tempered this semester due to projects. really can't stand some of the groupmates. don't understand what they are thinking, seriously. it's not my prob since it's not juz me who feel this way. Last year's classmates and this year's classmates feel the same way as i am.oh. btw, shigeta-san praised Eshley and I last last week! hahaz! she said that our jap is very good. we can speak jap well! omg! seriously, i was quite shocked coz i didn't realised i was tt well! hahaz! =Xyea, and i would say, the groups for my class did quite well! i enjoyed their performance! kept laughing non-stop! teacher also commented that she liked our role plays at the end of the day! =)okie. NOW, this marks the end of my projects! YEAH!!!! =Dand there will be like feedback from miss goh abt my tto project tomor. SIGH. can she don't give me feedback? i had enough already. i know our sales kit is very badly done! you don't have to emphasize tt to me. Sigh. juz when i thought that it's the end of my torture.all right! gotta study for BESE test tomor! 25% weightage! omg! haven't even start studying yet. SIGH.okie! BYE!Labels: Venting my anger, What's happening today?
Saturday, August 04, 2007 17:27 Y
Post title : DON'T ever read this entry if you can't stand the "f" words. Thank you. Forgiven and Forgotten...
Labels: Venting my anger
