day started great today. but, happiness was sent deep down into the drain.

so, i'm still a person who can't be trusted on simple stuffs. can't help it, and i can't blame anyone. it's the bad image i portray. nobody shall ever understand, coz i can't even tell anyone abt it. =.=
i guess it'll take me some time to digest and forget abt this.

sometimes i feel like breaking down into tears. once, i broke down in tears over the phone, but not totally, coz my family was ard.

strangely, i poured almost everything to the listener, who was still a mere stranger at tt time. i realised i don't have the courage to tell anyone close to me abt my problems, not even my sec sch friends.

one sentence to sum up:
My complicated life causes me to be an indecipherable human.

plz don't think i'm exaggerating, coz u don't know what's happening.

i wish there will be a familiar shoulder for me to cry on through the night.

sorry if you're being affected by this post, and sorry if this is going to cause you to be worried abt me.
this is just the other side of me, tt u don't get to see.

i guess for tonight, i should get a good sleep.

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