msged him again after we hung up coz i think he sounded strange over the phone. Asked him if he's feeling all right, emotionally. he said he's all right. But i said, "serious? but i'm a bit worried..." then, he asked i'm worried over what thing. i replied the model thingie. he said, "yup! haha". I don't reli believe him you know. so i msged him, "serious?" then he say, "siao u wana call n console me?"
I was like thinking, "oh no! should i really call him right now? he sounded like he was joking. but what if he reli is not feeling all right and is crying right now?" So, i msged him, "oh my, meaning u not feeling okay now? i can call u if u want to"
then, like after 5 to 10mins, he didn't reply. i felt like calling him right away coz like sth is wrong rite, since there's no response. but somehow, i told myself to wait for his reply. then, he called me! he's crying! omg~!!!! i was like damn silent when he called and i don't to like even dare talk coz he was like crying so badly... then, after abt 2 or 3 mins, he said tt he was juz joking. zzz
hmm... talked to him for a while and tried to cheer him up. Don't know how to console him though. yea.. then talked a bit. asked him if he's really all right, he replied tt he's become so used to the rejections that he don't feel the sadness already. but, i don't believe him, coz the sadness sure must be there, present in his heart right? Who would tell a person so openly and directly tt u are actually feeling damn bad inside your heart?
then he commented tt i'm like damn boring over the phone nowadays. like very quiet. hello adler poh, what else u want me to talk abt when i'm like thinking of how to console u?!
hahaz. okie. then hang up the phone after his numerous yawnings. msged him to wish he'll have sweet dreams tonight. hope he will sleep well and not cry himself to sleep.
Okie. hahaz. talking to pris now. Tricked her over the GCC thingie, for helping me sign up first without re-confirming with me again. hahaz. yeapx.
OH my. i haven't start studying for my geog test yet. i'm so gonna fail. =/
Procrastinating habit is back again! plz get a grip on urself and study hard Yu Tian!!!!!
still wondering if adler did really cry. hmm...
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